I’m messing everything up again. Why do I always make everything so much harder than it has to be.
always putting my foot in my mouth
I hope I can make a couple of friends at orientation this week. I don’t know, I’m trying.
I really just want to kiss you and stuff okay
all this time and everything’s changed but I still feel the same
I saw my dad tonight for the first time in 5 years and I didn’t even remember how his voice sounded or what he looked like. All my feelings about my dad I’ve been trying to cover up for the past 10 years exploded tonight and I just feel like a mess.
